deviant art changed a bit since I was last on... weird. Well, I need an icon/avatar whatever on here, but I don't know how to make one. Can someone make one for me?
Update: Single again. I've tried dating a bit after my big break up with that ass hole... but I just haven't felt the same with any of them like I did him. I loved him so much and now I can never love again. I wish he knew how much he hurt me, but then again, I don't want to wish harm on anyone.
I also broke up with my mother fucking friend who was always abusing me. She never liked me as a friend anyway. She just used me to get to boys. Why do people keep wanting to hurt me? What did I ever do wrong?
I forgot about deviant art for a while till I realised that I really had no one left besides two of my friends on here. But even they have lost their friendship. It's sad to know they're not good friends anymore. But I'll respect their decisions and not get in the way. I wish them both the best.
I would upload some more of my art that I've been doing, but I can't find my camera and I sold my scanner for money.
My whole life is falling about. I don't know what I'm going to do anymore...

damn, I need to get on more. check up on all the updates you all put up and that I never look at haha.
But yeah, I've been really depressed lately and the only man I ever loved left me. Love sucks and I hate it. I also have this friend who won't stop giving me crap about it. She's all like "I told you he'd do this" and crap like that. It's like, shut the fuck up. I wish people would take the time to understand.
So yeah, that's a little bit of what's going on. And thanks Naomi, for helping me out a lot. You have no idea how much you've done for me by just listening and not talking about yourself and the many problems I know you probably have like most people would. It's just good to have someone out there who understands and isn't ignorant and selfish about it.

Wow, I haven't been on in a while. I'm rely sorry! I'll try to get on more now

two of my friends on here are fighting and it rely hurts to see them like this to each other. I wish they'd see that they both have the same pain and that they both suffer the same torment. Maybe the pains are different, but in the end, they both get the same result in suffering and agony. Nerissa, Naomi loves you so deeply as a friend and always will. Naomi, Nerissa doesn't hate you for hurting her. Please see that.
Well, in other news... I got married last monday and Johnny and me just got back from Hawawii (sp???) it was a wonderful trip! But... I still kind of think something is missing...

hello there, my little Hell's demons. I'm new here on deviant art. I hope you guys all like my work here.