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I need an avatar

Journal Entry: Thu Jun 19, 2008, 7:26 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Five Finger Death Punch
  • Reading: Cry of the IceMark
  • Watching: TV
  • Playing: on the computer
deviant art changed a bit since I was last on... weird. Well, I need an icon/avatar whatever on here, but I don't know how to make one. Can someone make one for me?
Update: Single again. I've tried dating a bit after my big break up with that ass hole... but I just haven't felt the same with any of them like I did him. I loved him so much and now I can never love again. I wish he knew how much he hurt me, but then again, I don't want to wish harm on anyone.
I also broke up with my mother fucking friend who was always abusing me. She never liked me as a friend anyway. She just used me to get to boys. Why do people keep wanting to hurt me? What did I ever do wrong?
I forgot about deviant art for a while till I realised that I really had no one left besides two of my friends on here. But even they have lost their friendship. It's sad to know they're not good friends anymore. But I'll respect their decisions and not get in the way. I wish them both the best.
I would upload some more of my art that I've been doing, but I can't find my camera and I sold my scanner for money.
My whole life is falling about. I don't know what I'm going to do anymore...

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~EbonyClokk:iconEbonyClokk: Jun 19, 2008, 8:59:10 PM
yeah, I said the same thing before lol. I would make you an avatar if I knew how to myself. A friend made mine for me which is awesome. I'm sure someone can make you one.
Well, you already know my openion on all that stuff lol. Don't want to start ranting again.

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I would just kill you, chop you up, stick your mutilated body under the school, and run off, but I'm not allowed to run in the halls. So I guess that's not going to work.
-Me
~XLadyAbyssX:iconXLadyAbyssX: Jun 19, 2008, 9:32:17 PM
Yeah, I relly like your avatar. Nerissa's is cool too so maybe I can ask her to make me one. Oh yeah, the rangage!! I agreed with you on all of that anyway. I'm really glad we got to talk again and catch up. God, you don't know how much that helps me.
Thanks Naomi! Kisses

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That which is dead has seen life and the darkness within it
~EbonyClokk:iconEbonyClokk: Jun 19, 2008, 9:35:50 PM
Thanks. Yeah, Nerissa makes some pretty awesome stuff. She'd so make you a kick ass one if you ask. Yeah, it's been so long. Glad we got to catch up as well. You're a lot of fun to talk to girl!
haha no problem Fay. Hugs! ;)

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I would just kill you, chop you up, stick your mutilated body under the school, and run off, but I'm not allowed to run in the halls. So I guess that's not going to work.
-Me
~XLadyAbyssX:iconXLadyAbyssX: Jun 20, 2008, 9:06:37 AM
lmao!!

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That which is dead has seen life and the darkness within it
~SolitaryChild:iconSolitaryChild: Jun 20, 2008, 11:56:04 AM
Oh, I'd be happy to make you one.
I've made a couple before.
If you want I could make one for ya. =)
Just tell me what you want and It's all yours.

Anyway, its been soooo long! I missed ya Fay! How are you?

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This Emo Joe: [link]

IT'S MY BODY!!!
I can do whatever the fuck I want to it!
I live by no one's rules...
~XLadyAbyssX:iconXLadyAbyssX: Jun 20, 2008, 12:19:30 PM
Yes! -fictory dances- idk, I kinda want something dark or bloody. You can go creative with it you if you like. Thank you =)

I know!! It's been forever! Well, not really, but it sure as fuck seems like it. I've been up and down on this feeling good rollercoster. Mostly down though sadly. Everyone I use to be friends with turned out to be complete jerks. Well, I knew they were jerks from the beginning, but I just didn't want to see it and let them all go because I hate being alone. But hell, here I am alone again. Ironic huh?

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That which is dead has seen life and the darkness within it
~SolitaryChild:iconSolitaryChild: Jun 20, 2008, 12:37:49 PM
=) no problem! =)
Something bloody and dark? I'll find something. I'll have to look though, if you have a main idea that'd help allot.

I know!
Aw, I'm sorry, I've been kind of on the same road, I ditched a couple bitchy friends and gained a good bit of awesome ones...But, I'm still...you know, its hard being alone, I still feel like I don't fit in even when my other friends like, hang out with me I still feel...I dunno, like a misfit..

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This Emo Joe: [link]

IT'S MY BODY!!!
I can do whatever the fuck I want to it!
I live by no one's rules...
~XLadyAbyssX:iconXLadyAbyssX: Jun 20, 2008, 2:06:24 PM
hmmm, I do like vampires a lot. does that help at all in your search?

Yeah, I guess the true friends are the ones on the same road as you huh. I know what you mean there. I still have yet to find good new real friends in my life that aren't online, though you guys on here are awesome. Being alone sucks

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That which is dead has seen life and the darkness within it
~SolitaryChild:iconSolitaryChild: Jun 20, 2008, 2:08:17 PM
Yeah, I already made one for you, [link]
I hope that'll do.

yeah, I know what you mean, I'm just happy I have awesome friends on here.

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This Emo Joe: [link]

IT'S MY BODY!!!
I can do whatever the fuck I want to it!
I live by no one's rules...
~XLadyAbyssX:iconXLadyAbyssX: Jun 20, 2008, 2:23:53 PM
I tried to upload it, but it says it doesn't meet the requirement size. I'll try again later. I do love it a lot.

Yeah, I do agree

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That which is dead has seen life and the darkness within it
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